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| I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time its different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing
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| The first step to solving a problem is admitting you have a problem.
But sometimes because we refuse to let go, admitting there's a problem is a problem.
I don't know what to feel towards death. A relative just passed away, she wasn't someone really really close, just close. She went away, peacefully, thank God. But for these past few days there was a lot of outward display of emotion. I pray that God will just watch over them and overcome the darkness which comes with grief. God will definitely provide the strength to see them through.
It's a temporary separation, we'll all meet back again in Heaven, I believe. But will I be able to say that if the same thing happened to anyone really close to me?
When death happens, it makes you think a lot. But it also teaches you to cherish what you have now and not take things for granted. It teaches you to empathize and to watch in silence.
It was kind of like, a conflict of emotions for me. Happy that my relative finally had her release, upset because of her absence. But the relief was more predominant. She's in heaven now, enjoying eternal life, and that's all that matters.
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| It doesn't mean anything to you,
Today, polo friendly at ACS(I). Fun. I wish we had more games like that (: But tbh they were not as strong as I expected. I wrist-locked a guy, but didn't feel tired. On the other hand, that guy struggled for nothing. Wasting his own energy only. The guys should be rougher and tougher, makes everything more challenging for us.
We should really work on our ball shots. Stronger ball shots so that we can pwn this year, (:
Star wars is a nice saga to watch. To date: Star Wars > Twilight.
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| I should chill, and take smaller steps. Remember, pacing.
Yay, got friendly this saturday, let's play more games! POLO <3 Training tmr at 4.30pm, (y)
Eh, swim team, sorry I screwed up the sizes for the t-shirts. Will try to make up for it. I hope the new J1s coming in will be willing to buy the stroke-shirts. Rachel, seriously what were you thinking, guys wearing XS? No way.
I wanna enjoy the last year in TJ. I have to admit, TJ did change my life. I became more daring, because of this school. But I shall save the reflections for the end of this year.
Probably will go to BATAM (: Mission trip. Last year they seemed to have gr8 fun serving God there. My turn this year! | | |
| Back to school work, and everything else, annoying. Maybe more white hair this year?
Rawr, maybe this blog will go on hiatus for a long, long time.
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