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Friday, November 13, 2009

My dreams are bursting at the seams

The craziest day is coming.
This time, I get to solve my own math problem. Whatever the outcome, no regrets.
But yet, it's the first time I'm doing it, against the advice of so many.

Ahh, I'll see if he remembers. If he doesn't then I'll just let it go.


Thursday, November 12, 2009

I have something to say, to tell you.

Before I start, let me introduce my black boyfriend. Yes, finally I found someone blacker than me.



You know how your heart beats faster when you see someone so important to you, or so you think. He would always be somewhere lingering on your mind. It always happens to me. Then he ends up liking someone else, and then you'd be left with nothing but regrets.

Rawr, I hope that doesn't happen to me again.


Thursday, November 05, 2009

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have (no)

My heart raced at the sudden realization that you could be there too, at the same time. I wanted to just go over to check out if you were really there. Turned out you were. Part of me thought I was retarded.

Sheez lah, sometimes everyday just boils down to one thing. Go & sleep, forget it. I think WL's dream was really sweet. I remember I used to have such dreams about him (not WL, someone else) too, and then I'd wake up and feel this warm fuzzy feeling. Loved every moment of it. But too bad, they're all tucked away now [:

Anyway, I'm dropping my H2 Lit to H1. Too bad. I am super interested in Lit, but Lit doesn't reciprocate. How sad.






Tuesday, November 03, 2009

now that it's all said and done.

Finally got over you. No hope no love no glory, no happy ending.

But I will fight for mine soon. When I'm ready.
Project Work will be over soon.

Diabolical? Yes. Because I will slave drive.

I'm so glad Promos came, because it brought me closer to God. In JC, everything is different. Trust me.
The drive will def still be there. The intensity? x10. Especially when you commit to lots of stuff.

In this year, I'm regretted making some decisions, but as for the others, thank God I didn't. And I wanna do a really good job out of those :D

I love my Abba Father, who has been there for me 24/7/365.



Monday, October 26, 2009

there's OP tomorrow, there's a WR to refine. And I'm having a splitting headache.

SHOOZMINGALALA. Shiz this headache.



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